A resurgence of self agency shone through my weighted blanket of delayed-plane pessimism. It’s in these moments when I feel the warmth of my body and I realize there’s no such thing as a mistake. I suddenly know my pacification is a subconcious choice because of my aimlessness. It’s in these moments where I swear… Read more

collage for spring thank you dom Read more

here’s a poem i wrote on the train. When I can’t do it, to my mind archive I go. Tossing and turning until I start excavating; those folders that smell of old offices, harsh cubicle lights left on. I find it, I find what I need, what it is that causes this perpetual restlessness, and… Read more

holding your hand in the car, as you tell me stories slowly, in the relaxed way flowering trees bloom the orange reflection of the sky on the lake reflected on our faces how beautiful yesterday was the numbness a little lessened how can you be so good? but leave i will, as it always happens,… Read more

three collages from recently. first inspired by a weeknd song, second inspired by a blood orange song, third inspired by a feeling i’ve been searching for since i was like 11 Read more

12:51 am. had a good night. here are some songs i’ve been listening to outside-staind stir it up-bob marley youth-glass animals don’t go-chakra efendi modern woman-tennis video girl-fka twigs yay goodnight Read more

in the ville. slept in sidnee’s car yesterday. marinated in the sun. it’s so nice today. sitting by the window, eating tomatoes, my framed picture of mac miller watching me. broken social scene playing. don’t have much to say. arm-wrestled jarrar sunday night and won. i’m kidding i didn’t win and i think he broke… Read more

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i interviewed some of my friends with the intention to post them but now i can’t find the motivation to write the responses out. one day i’ll post them. sorry. I have so much homework. i think i’m having an identity crisis but that doesn’t really matter. been listening to a lot of sufjan stevens… Read more

been listening to a lot of incubus and grimes and fka twigs. yesssss. really not much to update on. i love going to yoga. my flexibility is improving. i went to church. i just don’t get it but if you do you know… go ahead. i did get a free chocolate there. i cannot be… Read more